My Journey

One of my teacher, Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh said 

" Don't throw your suffering away..

Use it..

Your suffering is the compost..

that gives you the understanding

to nourish yourself..

and the happiness of others."

 I am a mother of 3 beautiful fur girls(2 cavaliers, joyful Louise, cheeky Mandy and a wonderful rabbit, Violet).. I love taking care of them..snuggle with them..I enjoy taking them to the park or the beach every day.. my heart always feels with joy when I see them happy.. 

I have been learning Buddhism and attending Buddhist retreats frequently since 2018. For the past 6 years now, I have found such wisdom knowledge, understanding and realisation that real happiness can only be found from within.

I am at a stage where peace is a priority..

I am here now is actually unplanned.. I have been on my healing journey since 6 years ago now.. I used to suppress my emotion so much for 30 years as feelings weren't allowed in my past.. as a result I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and complex ptsd.. I am grateful to know it.. because from this place of acceptance..I will be able to heal myself and help others to do the same in the future..During my healing journey and meditation practice,  I have been trying to focus more on my inner world(instead of being overly stimulated by external) and been trying to do more of self development through Buddhism.. 

Through meditations I start to understand the nature of my mind and myself more.. and to understand suffering.. the first teaching from Buddha is "there's suffering" first noble truth..many many retreats that I have attended regularly throughout all these year.. (and I still do it..) somehow cause and condition came together and I found myself learning self-compassion with Kristin Neff and I finished 10 weeks self-compassion course.. then as everything will be unfolded to me(and to all of us) as it should be.. without me even planning it..the next path is unfolded to me.. I was granted a scholarship for Mindfulness Meditation Teacher Certification Program (MMTCP) with Jack Kornfield and Tara Brach. it's a 2 years intensive program..I was in disbelief that because of my intention, honesty, struggles and from all Buddhist retreats I have attended, they are the main causes for Jack Kornfield and Tara Brach to grant me the scholarship. My heart was filled with so much gratitude and I am overjoyed. I feel as if this was one of the kindest action I have received from human beings in my life. it brought tears to my eyes.. 

In early 2023 I successfully completed Power of Awareness course with Jack Kornfield and Tara Brach, I laminated my certificate and I put it on my fridge's door.. this way it will be a reminder for me of how far I have come.. even though I had such very sad experience and suffering in the past.. and that I don't give up on myself..

later on I finished Lv 1 Training of Foundation of Integral Sound Healing(Multi Instruments) from Sound Healing Academy, UK. I feel so grateful that they have this certified training here in Melbourne. My intention at that time was for self-care and to enable me to facilitate sound healing journey to myself and to my family..including to my 2 beautiful girl cavaliers( Louise and Mandy)and a bunny girl( Violet). Then I went to Jakarta, Indonesia to visit my beloved mom who suffers from progressive supranuclear palsy.. ( she passed away months later) and I brought some of my instruments there because I planned to facilitate sound bath to my mom.

During the sound bath I facilitated for my mom multiple times.. I could really see that her mind became more peaceful and less agitated and she even felt asleep very peacefully.. and from this moment I decided that I would like to become a professional sound healer because I truly saw the benefit for others..and I also got joy that I am able to bring my mom to the state of deep relaxation, calm and peace.. I wish to do the same for others.. that is my pure intention.

So, I embarked in my sound healing study for a year and I successfully finished my Diploma in Integral Sound Healing with Sound Healing Academy in early 2024.  I feel overjoyed and I know that this is what my heart sincerely desires.. not only I help myself.. but I am able to help and benefit others too.. and I feel that my heart has been flowing like a river.. a river of joy..and gratitude.. I never thought I am here now.. writing this.. and offering to all of you, my sisters and brothers fellow sound healers, teachers, friends, about my healing journey, my precious and kind teachers and my little shop where I offer beautiful instruments to all of you.. Resellers or stockists are very welcome too.

and oh 40% of profits are dedicated to benefit living beings through RSPCA and Buddhist temples.. 

May everything that I offer and share with you here brings joy and peace to you and others..

May you be well and safe..

May all living beings be happy..

With much love and gratitude,

Sevelin